Life cannot get any better but it does every day
My girlfriend is a dream come to life. We “met” on an internet site by chance, had a lunch date by design and quickly learned to love one another by divine intervention. We were looking for fun and friendship on the net and her picture and spirit caught my eye and a quick note from me that was soon answered. We chatted only a few times before deciding to meet and a lunch date was set.
We are a couple now and inseparable. I love her as much as I have ever felt love and in only six weeks I never want to be without her. As far as I can tell she feels the same. She tells me I am what she wants, and that she chooses me, I am the one she has been hoping for, looking for and wants to be with. She claims I am a manly man and she is always excited when I am around, I am a Silver Fox, a true piece of gold and she intends to keep me close.
I feel the same about her and I love her more every day. She is a single mom that takes excellent care of her daughter and receives no assistance from the girl’s father. She works hard, earns a good living and is a college educated professional, as am I. Cathy has a very big heart, very warm arms and is the wisest woman I have ever had the privilege to meet let alone be partners with. Cathy has already changed my life forever and I can only look forward to many years of being with her and learning from her.
I cannot believe my feelings and the swiftness and power with which they have overtaken me. I was at a stage in my life where I did not want to find love and commitment to anyone but myself and my freedom. I am 52, divorced from three women in my life. I have raised my family, I am a grandfather and decided to live out my life alone with only occasional friendships to console me with few opportunities for any kind of meaningful relationship and expecting to have my needs for intimacy rarely met and without the feelings of a true, pure, and unbridled love.
Cathy has taught me that I am capable of compassion and feeling as one with another person, feelings I had experienced and lost and truly believed I would never feel again. She continues to show me that I have value and purpose in the world and that my life is just in a new beginning not a slow ending. I feel like a love struck teenager, I do not like to be away from her for a minute. When we are together I can gaze into her eyes for hours that seem like short minutes I can focus on nothing else but her beauty and her presence. I am a man deeply in love again and lucky to be with such a powerful woman.
Cathy has become such an important part of my life, a part of myself, a part of my soul and very being that I am frightened. I have freely given her my heart and by so doing given her the power to destroy me, to hurt me deeply and could give cause for me to withdraw from giving anyone such power again. My life without her would be a sad and empty place, desolate and lonely.
Although I have caused this great vulnerability of spirit, physique, soul and living itself, at least for now, I love my girlfriend and she loves me for who I am and I will bask in the warm feelings she provides for as long as she will allow me to stay there.
Cathy has many of the same feelings, that something too good to be true is not true or not so good but I assure her it is all good from where I sit and I intend to bask in the sunshine of your smile and the warmth of your arms forever.